Written during a recent visit to Niagara Falls, Canada
The Horseshoe Falls, 1928 Photograph by Fred Noma. Image courtesy of the Library of Congress
Men tell of the spell of the Rockies,
The glamour of the seven seas —
Here in my own native home-land
A wonder dwells greater than these.
…………REFRAIN:
When cherry boughs glow
And soft breezes blow,
Niagara, I love you, I do —
When silvery moonlight,
Strikes your shoulders white,
Niagara, I love you, it’s true —
Fair queen of the wild
I’ve loved since a child
God speaks in the thunder of you —
When in your wild hair
God’s rainbow you wear —
Niagara, I love you, I do.
Source: Tom Lloyd Finlayson. Songs of Niagara Frontier and Other Poems; Autographed by the Author. St. Thomas, Sutherland Press, Limited. n.d.
Judging from the locations mentioned in the poems in this pamphlet it seems that Finlayson spent his childhood in Fort Erie, Ontario.
Born July 3, 1793 ; Died July 6, 1862, Aged 69 Years
William Hamilton Merritt From the book Biography of the Hon. W. H. Merritt, M. P. by Jedediah Prendergast Merrritt Image courtesy of Wikipedia
If, in thy wanderings o’er this beauteous earth, ….A solemn thought should contemplate the doom
Of minds inheriting intrinsic worth, ….Go mark the spot where Merritt lies entombed !
An active life, the path he sought aright ….For his adopted country ;—through each change
He watched its progress with intense delight ; ….His mind capacious took extensive range.
A wilderness around his boyish days, ….When first he strolled through woods so dense so green ;
He lived to see vast schemes matured, and gazed ….With pride and admiration o’er the scene.
The Lakes’ bold shores, the angry waters stayed, ….Were altered in their course by one great plan ;
After comingling opened wide a trade ….And commerce vast to high-aspiring man.
Still incomplete to meet his restless eye, ….Which ever beamed with generous emotion,
He soared beyond a bright Canadian sky ….To carry on our commerce o’er the ocean.
But Death, that intervenes to mar our hopes, ….Cut short his measures for the country’s weal ;
A funeral dirge at last, in moving tropes, ….Proclaimed at large what all survivors feel.
The loss of one so useful in his day, ….A chasm left that none can e’er supply ;
The mourners walk abroad, and wend their way ….Each to respective homes, to heave a sigh,
Exclaiming, “Truly, wonderful is death !— ….A silent monitor to each from birth—
A power that robs the human race of breath, ….And levels giant minds to mother earth.”
Many men of talent still that path pursue, ….Which our departed friend so wisely loved ;
Walk in his footsteps, with the self-same view ; ….And ultimately rest — rewarded above.
July 13, 1862
Source: St. Catharines Constitutional, July 17, 1862.
Many thanks to historian Dennis Gannon for bringing this poem to the NFPP curator’s attention.
William Hamilton Merritt had many ties to Niagara Falls: he served with the 2nd Lincoln Militia during the War of 1812, stationed at Chippawa; was the driving force behind the Welland Canal, which followed Chippawa Creek part of the way; and was a driving force behind the construction of the first suspension bridge across the Niagara River.
Staring at the water Beside the top of Niagara Falls Thinking about throwing myself in.
My sister is visiting and I am exhausted by Pretending I don’t want to die Which makes me want death more.
I imagine my body smashing against the rocks Or Being pummelled under by the water.
I see my Fat Bald Sad Body Floating down the river On its back Disgusting the other Fat Bald Sad Bodies that stand looking at geography In this trash town As if it means redemption.
I stop myself By thinking What if I become a ghost.
What if In this horrible world Of horrible horrors The punishment for suicide Is an eternity on Earth?
I step away from the edge And tell no one How close I was To jumping.
The author with her Mother and Father, Imre Kalman Photo courtesy of Bobbie Kalman
My father cheated death a number of times.
People called him a hero.
In Hungary, he was my hero.
But our Revolution failed,
and our dreams were denied.
On Dad’s 35th birthday,
we fled our country
in the middle of the night.
“You’re so lucky you got out,”
those left behind cried.
But my father was never the same.
Although his body was safe,
his spirit had died.
We became immigrants in a country far away.
For my father, that was the saddest day.
Although his life was still ahead,
he fled backwards in his mind
to happier times in the place we left behind.
His life became conversations with the past.
Mythical, magical stories filled his head
Stories that took place long before we were born
Stories we learned to dread.
Being kids, we preferred the present instead.
Our new home was a shrine to what used to be,
but it was a place we never felt free.
The rest of us forged ahead with our new lives,
but we felt too guilty to look in his eyes.
Eyes that were empty—showing no spirit inside.
Dad thought he cheated death,
but he just didn’t die.
The doctors called him a “medical miracle.”
They took out organs, cut off his leg,
and started his stalled heart three or four times.
Then, one day, his heart just broke.
His body finally died.
If only he could have realized…
People die for the myths they create.
And then, suddenly, they find out—too late
that love exists only in the present.
I hope you’re in the place of your dreams, Dad.
I hope there is nothing there that
makes you feel sad.
If only you could have read my book!
I went back to the past to have a good look,
at our lives in Hungary,
where you were my hero.